Angie Miller... Out of Idol?

I'm very much disappointed that Angela Miller (my only girl favorite) was eliminated. I'm pretty sure from the top 5 that she'll win... but no. This is crazy wrong...

Another Disappointing Result.

Alright So, last week I watched American Idol season 12's final Las Vegas round. I was (once again) disappointed by the result.

Bryant Tadeo, and Josh Holiday were eliminated from the competition. I was disappointed because I know both were more entertaining the the others. However I'm so glad that Lazaro Arbos, and Cortez Shaw made it in to top 20.

Now this week's gonna be interesting since from Top 20 they're gonna be cut down to Top 10. So far here are some of those I want to be part of Top 10.

- Angela Miller
- Lazaro Arbos
- Paul Jolley
- Elijah Liu
- Janelle Arthur
- Devin Velez
- Cortez Shaw

Johnny Keyser... Out of Idol?

I cannot just believe it. Johnny Keyser, and Jimmy Smith was eliminated. And Curtis Finch is part of Top 20. This is totally unbelievable... and disappointing.

But good thing is that Angela Miller, Paul Jolley, Devin Velez, and Elijah Liu are part of top20.

Now next week, is gonna be more interesting since there's a lot of good performers on the remaining to perform. Hope Janelle Arthur, Cristabel Clack, Lazaro Arbos, Josh Holiday, Cortez Shaw, and Bryant Tadeo all made it in. Oh and I heard that there's a Filipina who's already in the top 20... Adriana Latonio.

Medina... Out of XFactorPh

Last night, Jeric Medina (boys category) was eliminated.

When the bottom 2 was announced, I was disappointed that it was Jeric and Daddy's Home since both did great during the performance. Right after the survival song, the judges voted. Martin backed his act (Jeric) and Pilita voted the group out. Gary V. also backed his act (Daddy's Home) and Charice gave the last vote to eliminate Jeric. Deadlock... public vote, Jeric got the lowest... he was eliminated.

Although I also like Daddy's home, I think Jeric should have been saved by the judges. Anyhow, 4 acts left Allen Sta. Maria, and KZ Tandingan from the girls category. Gabriel Maturan from the boys. And Daddy's Home for the group. I hope KZ win this.

Dixon... Out! Phillips... In!

Alright, last night I watched AI11 elimination, and I'm very much disappointed that Colton Dixon (one of my favorites) was eliminated.

When Hollie Cavanagh and Elise Testone was announced part of the bottom group, and Joshua Ledet and Skylar Laine safe It was down to Jessica Sanchez, Phillip Phillips, and Colton Dixon. I was like OMG! one of my favorite will be for the first time at the bottom group (Colton and Phil had never in the bottom group).

And it was... Colton completed the bottom 3 along Hollie and Elise. And I initially thought that Elise will be eliminated since she had been on the bottom group a lot of times. But I was really shocked that it was Colton who got the lowest vote. And since there's no more save, he's eliminated.

So Phil is my only favorite left, and I hop he made it to the final 2...

Pia Toscano Eliminated?

I was shocked... and angry...

I could have never thought she would be eliminated this early, I thought she will be the last girl standing. She's my only female favorite this season.

When the bottom group was completed, I primarily thought that Stefano will be eliminated. But as it was revealed that Pia got the lowest vote, I was as shocked and angry as the judges. Even Stefano was shocked that Pia got the lowest vote (as seen on TV), maybe he thought that he will be going home.

I really hate, I wish people will really vote for deserves to continue. They need to vote for the one's that are really great...

Stupid?

They made me feel stupid...

It was the first day and I was supposed to join them. I was informed that we are to wear a business attire. I don't have any, but tried my best to look for one... but it seems that there's no one to borrow to. As a result, I just wear my usual jeans, sneakers, and my only polo.

I reported at the office with it, as I thought that they might consider me since I really don't have anything of a business attire. But I was wrong. As I enter the lobby the guard on duty ask me why I was wearing blue jeans. I politely explained and he told me that I should talk to the training manager first, and I said that's fine with me.

I was sitting in the lobby, waiting to be dealt accordingly. Other employees, and (supposedly) co-trainees are passing by and looking at me. It was fine with me though, the only problem is that the guard are muttering something while looking at me... as a result employees and co-trainees are looking at me suspiciously as if I have done something wrong.

Almost half an hour have past, the training manager hasn't talk to me yet. The guard ask again why I was wearing blue jeans, again I politely and even explained further... his reply was disappointing and irritating at the same time, he said "so, company and susunod sayo". I blushed, no one ever spat that sentence on my face, never before. Another moments have passed, and the recruitment assistant was there... ask me the same question. I was already feeling stupid at that time, by what the guard said, no one dealing with me accordingly.

At last, the training manager talk to me. But it was the most disappointing and irritating approach. She didn't ask me anything... she just simply said that I could go home and wouldn't be accommodated.

I didn't ask anything... I just simply said that's fine... but I was already teary eyed...

I was teary eyed because, imagine my effort going at their office event though I wasn't wearing the PRESCRIBED attire, imagine my hope of being considered as I was looking forward for it as it is the FIRST sales account I would be in. Imagine me enduring the stupidity they made me feel all along waiting to be dealt accordingly.

It was their rule, and I have no intention of breaking it. The thing is they could have consider me even if just only for the training. I could buy a set of business attire ones I received the allowance they would gave us for the training.

I know I shouldn't be feeling this way. Thing is, I was just (and very much) disappointed with their decision, and how they have dealt with me (especially that guard).

Huwag mo ituloy application mo diyan, lalo na kung ganyan suot mo. Kaylangan nila dito pormal ang attire. Sa pagapply lang nila tinatanggap ang jeans. May experience ka na sa call center, hindi ka bagay dito, damit ang tinitignan dito, hindi service... masasayang ka lang. A former employee of that company told me this when I applied there. I didn't believe it at first, and I still don't want to... because their company is known for great service...

Right now, I'm still hoping that they would reconsider me and give me a call. But still, they haven't...

Disappointed

You turned out to be exactly who I thought you were...

I never pretended to be somebody else. It's been me all along, and it was me who was hurt in front of everybody. I know what it feels like to be afraid to show who you are. I was, but I'm not anymore... and the thing is, I really don't care what people think about me... because I believe in myself.

And I know that things are gonna be okay.

I know that the guy I once knew is somewhere inside of you, but I can't wait for him... because waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought. Useless and disappointing...

What Do You Think You're Playing At?

I thought it would be today, but then it would be on Thursday!

What do you think you're playing at?

That's it I quit...

You're very disorganized.

I don't wanna work with you anymore...