Math and Love Story

Math tells us 3 of the saddest love stories.

1.) Tangent Lines - who had 1 chance to meet, and then parted ways forever.
2.) Parallel Lines - who where never meant to meet.
3.) Asymptotes - who can get closer and closer but will never be together.

9 most difficult times in life...

1.) Being questioned when you yourself couldn't understand.
2.) Pretending to be innocent of something you know about.
3.) Trying to forget something you know you couldn't.
4.) Admitting that you're wrong after being so insistent that you're right.
5.) Debating with yourself.
6.) Accepting the fact that somethings are not meant to be.
7.) Trying to understand when you just can't.
8.) Realizing that you've been tricked after you've given your whole trust.
9.) Parting and letting go of someone you've love all your life.

Shake it Out

Regrets collect like old friends
Here to relive your darkest moments
I can see no way, I can see no way
And all of the ghouls come out to play

And every demon wants his pound of flesh
But I like to keep some things to myself
I like to keep my issues drawn
It's always darkest before the dawn

And I've been a fool and I've been blind
I can never leave the past behind
I can see no way, I can see no way
I'm always dragging that horse around

Our love is pastured, such a mournful sound
Tonight I'm gonna bury that horse in the ground
So I like to keep my issues drawn
But it's always darkest before the dawn

Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa
And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh whoa

And I am done with my graceless heart
So tonight I'm gonna cut it out and then restart
'Cause I like to keep my issues drawn
It's always darkest before the dawn

Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa
And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh whoa

And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
And given half the chance would I take any of it back
It's a fine romance but it's left me so undone
It's always darkest before the dawn

Oh whoa, oh whoa...

And I'm damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't
So here's to drinks in the dark at the end of my road
And I'm ready to suffer and I'm ready to hope
It's a shot in the dark aimed right at my throat
'Cause looking for heaven, found the devil in me
Looking for heaven, found the devil in me
Well what the hell I'm gonna let it happen to me, yeah

Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa
And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh whoa

Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh whoa
And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh whoa

Pare Mahal Mo Raw Ako

Pare mahal mo raw ako
Yan ang sabi mo raw
Nang minsan ay malasing tayo
Hindi kita sinisisi galit ay wala ako
Pare pag-usapan natin to

Pare ako raw ang yong gusto
Yan ba ang lihim na sa aki’y sasabihin mo
Hindi ako iiwas di lalayo sa yo
Pare pag-usapan natin to

Wala namang mababago
Sa pagtingin ko sa iyo
Pero kaibigan lang ang pwede kong ialay sa iyo
At kung higit pa ron pasensya na
Di ko makakaya
Pare kaibigan lang kita

Pare nandito lang ako
Nangangako sa yo ganoon pa rin ikaw, ako
Hindi ako iiwas di lalayo sa yo
Pare kaibigan pa rin ako

Wala namang mababago
Sa pagtingin ko sa iyo
Pero kaibigan lang ang pwede kong ialay sa iyo
At kung higit pa ron pasensya na
Di ko makakaya
Pare kaibigan lang kita

Hindi maiilang lagi mong tandaan
Kaibigan mo ako kailanpaman

Wala namang mababago
Sa pagtingin ko sa iyo
Pero kaibigan lang ang pwede kong ialay sa iyo
At kung higit pa ron pasensya na
Di ko makakaya
Pare kaibigan lang kita
Pare kaibigan lang kita

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Not all seemingly happy people are happy indeed.

When the fun is over, some sit alone and quietly bleed.

Burns and Rohmer Out of ANTM20

So, two of my favorite contender at America's Next Top Model 20: Boys and Girls were booted out in a double elimination.

Let me first go back 2 episodes before. At the start of episode 11 it was revealed that Jeremy Rohmer would be the eliminated guy to come back. However at the end of the same episode, Alex Agro (the female comeback) was eliminated, with Chris Hernandez on the bottom two.

Episode 13... it was heartbreaking (so dramatic...) to see three of my favorites in the bottom 3. Nina, Chris, and Jeremy. At first I thought that Chris and Jeremy will be eliminated, and Nina would be spared since she had never been in the bottom, plus she got two consecutive best photo prior. However it was so shocking that she got the lowest score (first to be eliminated). But I already figured that it would be Jeremy next... and so he is.

Now 5 contenders left. 3 Have never been in the bottom (Jourdan Miller, Cory Hinderoff, Renee Bhagwandeen), and 2 had been in the bottom and happens to be my favorites left (Chris Hernandez, Marvin Cortes).

Cough Syrup

Life's too short to even care at all, oh
I'm losing my mind losing my mind losing control, oh oh
These fishes in the sea they're staring at me oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
A wet world aches for a beat of a drum
Oh

If I could find a way to see this straight
I'd run away
To some fortune that I, I should have found by now

I'm waiting for this cough syrup to come down, come down.

Life's too short to even care at all, oh, oh
I'm coming up now, coming up now out of the blue, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
These zombies in the park they're looking for my heart, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
A dark world aches for a splash of the sun, oh, oh

If I could find a way to see this straight
I'd run away
To some fortune that I, I should have found by now

And so I run now to the things they said could restore me
Restore life the way it should be
I'm waiting for this cough syrup to come down

Life's too short to even care at all, oh, oh
I'm losing my mind losing my mind losing control

If I could find a way to see this straight
I'd run away
To some fortune that I, I should have found by now

So I run now to the things they said could restore me
Restore life the way it should be
I'm waiting for this cough syrup to come down

One more spoon of cough syrup now, whoa. [x2]

Take A Bow

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Light are low, the curtains down
There's no one here
(There's no one here, there's no one in the crowd)
Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when there's no one around (no one around)
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
(One lonely star you don't know who you are)

[Chorus:]

I've always been in love with you (always with you)
I guess you've always known it's true (you know it's true)
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Say good-bye (bye bye), say good-bye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where you're breaking my heart (breaking my heart)
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
(Just make 'em smile the whole world loves a clown)
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played (role that you played)
No more masquerade, you're one lonely star
(One lonely star and you don't know who you are)

[chorus, repeat]

Say good-bye (bye bye), say good-bye

All the world is a stage (world is a stage)
And everyone has their part (has their part)
But how was I to know which way the story'd go
How was I to know you'd break
(You'd break, you'd break, you'd break)
You'd break my heart

I've always been in love with you
(I've always been in love with you)
Guess you've always known
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

[chorus]

Say good-bye (bye bye), say good-bye
Say good-bye

Somebody's Me

You, do you remember me?
Like I remember you?
Do you spend your life
Going back in your mind to that time?
Because I, I walk the streets alone
I hate being on my own
And everyone can see that I really fell
And I'm going through hell
Thinking about you were somebody else

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes someday you will see
That Somebody's Me
That Somebody's Me

How, How could we go wrong
It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night that our paths will soon cross
And what we had isn't lost
Cause you're always right here in my thoughts

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes someday you will see
That Somebody's Me
That Somebody's Me

You'll always be in my life
Even if I'm not in your life
Because you're in my memory
You, will you remember me
And before you set me free
Oh listen please

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes someday you will see
That Somebody's Me
That Somebody's Me
That Somebody's Me
That Somebody's Me...

AI12: Top 5... All Girls.

This is the first time ever that the top 5 are all in one gender. Just as I expected, it is girls year this season.

I was a bit sad though that my guy favorites are eliminated consecutively... well not that consecutive. Paul Jolley (top9), Devin Velez (top8), and Lazaro Arbos (top6). Although I had expected last night that Lazaro will be eliminated, I was still shocked, and sad.

Now, Angie Miller is my only remaining favorite... and she's one of the forerunner of this competition. She's got a high chance of winning this competition. Her biggest competition would be Kree Harrison, and Candice Glover. I predict they will be the top 3.

I hope Angie win this.

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A heartbreak isn't always as loud as bomb exploding.

Sometimes it could be as quiet as feather falling.

And the most painful thing is that... nobody hears it but only you.

Johnny Keyser... Out of Idol?

I cannot just believe it. Johnny Keyser, and Jimmy Smith was eliminated. And Curtis Finch is part of Top 20. This is totally unbelievable... and disappointing.

But good thing is that Angela Miller, Paul Jolley, Devin Velez, and Elijah Liu are part of top20.

Now next week, is gonna be more interesting since there's a lot of good performers on the remaining to perform. Hope Janelle Arthur, Cristabel Clack, Lazaro Arbos, Josh Holiday, Cortez Shaw, and Bryant Tadeo all made it in. Oh and I heard that there's a Filipina who's already in the top 20... Adriana Latonio.

Medina... Out of XFactorPh

Last night, Jeric Medina (boys category) was eliminated.

When the bottom 2 was announced, I was disappointed that it was Jeric and Daddy's Home since both did great during the performance. Right after the survival song, the judges voted. Martin backed his act (Jeric) and Pilita voted the group out. Gary V. also backed his act (Daddy's Home) and Charice gave the last vote to eliminate Jeric. Deadlock... public vote, Jeric got the lowest... he was eliminated.

Although I also like Daddy's home, I think Jeric should have been saved by the judges. Anyhow, 4 acts left Allen Sta. Maria, and KZ Tandingan from the girls category. Gabriel Maturan from the boys. And Daddy's Home for the group. I hope KZ win this.

Dixon... Out! Phillips... In!

Alright, last night I watched AI11 elimination, and I'm very much disappointed that Colton Dixon (one of my favorites) was eliminated.

When Hollie Cavanagh and Elise Testone was announced part of the bottom group, and Joshua Ledet and Skylar Laine safe It was down to Jessica Sanchez, Phillip Phillips, and Colton Dixon. I was like OMG! one of my favorite will be for the first time at the bottom group (Colton and Phil had never in the bottom group).

And it was... Colton completed the bottom 3 along Hollie and Elise. And I initially thought that Elise will be eliminated since she had been on the bottom group a lot of times. But I was really shocked that it was Colton who got the lowest vote. And since there's no more save, he's eliminated.

So Phil is my only favorite left, and I hop he made it to the final 2...

Isis Out

I was shocked, and sad that Isis was eliminated. She's my ultimate favorite.

I thought she's gonna get it this time since she came into the competition more confident than she is before. But it didn't work out for her again.

She will always be my idol.

But I'm still gonna watch for my other favorite Allison Harvard, and Kayla Ferell.

(Photo from cwtv.com)

James Durbin... Out

So, yesterday I watched AI10, and I'm not happy with the result.

James Durbin (one of my favorites) was eliminated, with Scotty McCreery (my other favorite) on the bottom group.

I though that Haley will be eliminated since she didn't do well during the first round. But just like last week, she redeemed herself on the 2nd round... which I say, I liked both her performance (House of the rising sun; I who have nothing). But still, I prefer Durbin's Don't Stop Believing, and Love Potion No.9.

Pia Toscano... out, James Durbin... out. Now it's only Scotty, and I hope he's on top 2. At first, I guessed that it'll be a guy (again) who will win this season, but now I'm dreading that it'll be a girl since the 2 girls left are doing it astoundingly... but still, it's anyones game...

Go Scotty...

Pia Toscano Eliminated?

I was shocked... and angry...

I could have never thought she would be eliminated this early, I thought she will be the last girl standing. She's my only female favorite this season.

When the bottom group was completed, I primarily thought that Stefano will be eliminated. But as it was revealed that Pia got the lowest vote, I was as shocked and angry as the judges. Even Stefano was shocked that Pia got the lowest vote (as seen on TV), maybe he thought that he will be going home.

I really hate, I wish people will really vote for deserves to continue. They need to vote for the one's that are really great...

Sad Letter

One sad letter I have read... very sad indeed that I almost cry while reading the book.


My dearest Richard
For you are still dearest to me, though you have been so cruel. Better if you have found the courage to stay, and show patience, and take your part in our trouble, not heap on more vanishing. Things have been hard with all of us since you left. First, mother spent a fortune seeking you, and all of us suffered Mr Coldstone's anger as money slipped steadily away. "What! Yet another costly search! Let the ungrateful boy be lost forever. Waste more of your dwindling fortune on this folly and I will make you pay for it twice".

And so he did. Last year she died (of him too close, and you too far). And, from the day that she was buried, he would not give a penny to look for you. "why hunt for such a knave". It fell to me to keep the search alive. I have no money of my own. And so, last year, upon my sixteenth birthday, I married Charles. I do not love him as I know I should, and he cannot make me happy. But he is prosperous, and he has promised to keep up the search. His solicitor put notices in every paper daily.

And perhaps you will never see them. Or this sad letter (for you must have fled halfway across the globe). But, if you do, take a moment to weep, for this will be the first and only letter you will receive from your loving sister. If I should live, I'd not allow a shadow on your homecoming. But if I die in fever of childbirth, as so many do, then Charles will send this letter to our old home, to tell you why you return to cold , cold silence.

Fare you well, brother

Do I Count for Less...

How selfish it would have seemed if I had cried out then...

But what about me?

I wish my family well, of course I do... but does my happiness not matter? Do I count for less? Am I suppose to nod and smile, and be a brave lad forever, while everything changes around me, and everything I loved is different? No, not just different... I will say it worse!

Total Eclipse of the Heart

One song I wanna sing right now...

Turnaround, every now and then I get a
little bit lonely and you're never coming around
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart

Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit restless and I dream of something wild
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

Turnaround bright eyes
Turnaround bright eyes
Turnaround, every now and then I know
you'll never be the boy you always you wanted to be
Turnaround, every now and then I know
you'll always be the only boy who wanted me the way that I am
Turnaround, every now and then I know
there's no one in the universe as magical and wonderous as you
Turnaround, every now and then I know
there's nothing any better and there's nothing I just wouldn't do
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart