Weird Dream

Yesterday when I came home from work, I did some chores then I slept.

I dreamed I was back in my college, I was talking to one  of my college buddies, and a high school friend. We were sort of talking about our lives, suddenly some of our classmates came in, then we went to the schools cafeteria. At the cafeteria, we ordered Japanese foods. While we were eating, I found myself staring at my college buddy, and got the urge to flirt with him. Then I woke up .

I don't know about my dream. All I can say is that I dreamed about my college buddy because I miss him so much. Although we've got communication, the last time we saw each other was when I left college (and that's 4 years ago). As for the flirting part, that's what makes my dream weird. I never really got any strong feelings towards him, I mean I only seen him as a brother, so I really don't know.

Time Management

Whew...

This past days, I can't seem to manage my time. Every morning after work, I can't even hold the broom stick to clean the house, nor have a time to cook. I can't even manage to open the computer and update myself online for about a minute. I felt exhausted from the phone calls I have to resolve. I never felt this exhausted in my life... or maybe my I'm is still adjusting.

The things is... exhausted not about the job... but something else. Weird... so weird that I can't even tell what was that, that make me feel exhausted...

Conflicting? Weird? Confusing? I can't even further expound on this. Worst, I can't even tell what it is...

But one thing is for sure...

It's about you... you've been absent (technically leave) for six days, but then I already miss you... Why? What is that on you that make me feel like this? I'm confused... so confused...

Dream 2

Another dream that's haunting me is this one...

"I was running endlessly on an endless street with a clown after me"

It's really so creepy that I woke me up in the middle of dawn, It won't let me go back to my sleep.