A Post From Him

When I checked my Facebook today, I saw this post from my crush that really hit me hard. I don't know but for some reasons it make me want him more.

Some people told me that I don't have balls because I got stuck and I ran after. To be honest, I think I have the balls to have the guts to try my best to save a ship that sank already, to tell people that I get weak sometimes, to still laugh as I always do. I have the balls and guts to live and trust people who judge, to love, to share and to pray selflessly. I am not ashamed to be called bitter, because I know I was bitter about love and not because of wealth, fame health or other greedy intentions. I have the balls to speak out for myself and for other people. At the end of the day, i have the balls to be honest to myself and make myself believe what I cant stand on. We use our guts in a lot of things, but does it benefit a lot of people and is it pure and honest?

Good for him... because for me... I cannot accept that fact that I am really am weak... or do I?