Tired of Pretending as Someone that is so not Me...

Last night, when got home after watching a movie from a cinema. I felt tired, not physically, but I felt tired of pretending.

It's just that everyday when I go to school, I pretend that I know everything about the topic being discussed, it's because I don't wanna look like left out. But now, I realize that it's better to sit there, absorbing every detail that the professor is discussing, understanding what it really mean, and just voice out an opinion.

It's just that, whenever someone ask for an advice, I always pretend that I have a lot of experience in life. But the truth is I just learn from other peoples mistake and experience.

It's just that, whenever I met someone attractive, I always tend to over drunk myself or try to please him just by pretending as someone. But now, I realize that people would like and love me more if I would just be myself-- for who I truly are...

I'm really tired of pretending as someone that is so not me...