2nd Entry After 3 years

It has been 3 months since I've met you. And it that 3 months, my feelings for you evolved from simple attraction to being so in love.

It was complicated at first, I was not so sure of what exactly I am to you. I fell in love with you that fast even though we were both committed.

But things has its way of working things out. Soon we found ourselves leaving our partners (now exes). Then we became together, it was too soon, yet we became official.

It is just our first month, yet you already introduced me to your family, and they are okay with it.

I know I should feel secure with you, though it is just our first month. You always gave me re-assurance that you love me, yet I still feel insecure of things.

I know I should trust you, and let go of these insecurities. And I promise you I will.

I promise that thing will work out alright.

Kahit Kaunting Pag asa

Is this love?

Love nga ang nararamdaman ko para sayo, o crush? Bakit ba ganito, ang komplikado. Committed ka, committed ako, kaya hindi pwede. Kung sana lang wala akong karelasyon eh, handa akong maging kabit.

May tiyansa kaya ako sa iyo, kahit konti lang. Handa akong tanggapin kahit tira tira lang. Hindi naman ako manghihingi ng buo, dahil alam ko hindi pwede.

Kagabi, yoon ang unang beses na naglambing ako sa isang lalaking hindi ko karelasyon. Ang gabing kapareho ng nararamdaman ko... madilim, walang patutunguhan, nasa kawalan. Ngayon umaga na, maliwanag. Kasing linaw ng katotohanang wala akong tiyansa sayo.

Kahit alam kong walang pag asa, patuloy parin kitang mamahalin. Patuloy na aasa na sana kahit konti lang.

Mali ba itong nararamdaman ko? O nasa maling pagkakataon tayo nagkakilala.